Now that I'm back from vacation I just want to rest for a while. Ironic isn't it? Because vacation is a day where you relax from daily work like summer jobs and things like that but in my case I didn't get any rest, instead I kept moving with all these activities my parents brought me into like hiking in the mountain, up and down which was like... a thousand steps, a pain in the feet. There were these slippery rocks and one of them I slipped into and hitted another rock, a pain in the arse. But in the end its still worth it 'cuz I lost weight...

Which reminds me, I'm actually not a fat kid, I'm actually thin and I insist of losing more weight. I also have this fear of getting fat (but I don't fear or hate fat people). So yeah, my parents are worried that I might get sick because of dieting even though I don't need it. Even the most delicious dessert I can deny.

Random Topic: Art

So ever since I saw the site, DeviantArt which was like... a long time ago I started seeing really good (and bad) (but mostly good) artist in all different categories (digital art, photography, traditional art, animation, art crafts, literature, manga etc) from all around the world. Their wonderful artworks really inspired me to live and love my talent of art and spread it around the world. But my works are no better than those better artists, this is where I started to want to gain knowledge more and more and wanted to be better than them. But whatever study I do, it all just end up coming out my brain so that's what made me decide to take an art course in college but I ended up picking lots of courses and its either Fine Arts, Architecture, Multimedia Arts and other courses related to these three 'cuz I'm a fast learner when teached by someone. Sometimes I wish I can take all these courses at one time but it seems impossible. I've been living my whole life as an artist but it seems like I'm not doing it right.

And sometimes I feel like my talent isn't unique anymore 'cuz I've seen a lot of good artist these days, really many, which makes me think 'Should I still go on to what I do or should I just change directions to another path?'. There's got to be more to life than just this.